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You're all probably thinking 'Where on earth have you been?' or you didn't notice I was gone...

I feel that I owe an explanation.

Firstly, I would like to apologise for the fact that I have not posted in nearly 2 months. I started my blog during the summer, as it is something I have always wanted to do and I knew that I would have a lot of free time to really have a go at it. I really wanted to share my love for things and become part of such a great community. Back in September however, I started college, making me a lot busier than I was. Since then a lot of things have caused me to do a lot of thinking.

I have such a strong passion for beauty and fashion; I can't think of anything else I would want to do with my life than talk about it and be surrounded by it.

I have loved make-up for so long, ever since I stole my Mum's red lipstick about 7 years ago and began to rebelliously wear mascara to school. Then, in 2009 I found the whole 'Beauty Guru' community on YouTube and fell in love. I have been YouTube obsessed ever since, watching people such as BeautyCrush and Tanya Burr. The videos I watched, and still watch to this day, really encouraged me to think about becoming a make-up artist or working in beauty and this is something that I would still love to do. I bought all the books and everything.

Clothes, like they are to any girl, are so personal to me. I feel like I can express my personality through what I wear and how I wear it. I have been through so many different phases with fashion, going from wanting to be super colourful, to completely monochrome. Plus the fact that shopping truly is my 'cardio'.

However, I feel like posting at this time would be like me lying to you all.

I haven't felt like myself for a really long time and especially the way I dress currently has stopped expressing who I am. Because honestly, I don't know who I am any more and to keep blogging as if I do would be like one big cover up. In the future I hope I can come back and make a much better go at this, but I just want to thank any of you who have read my blog so far and have left me such lovely feedback. I really am grateful.