Trust yourself.

The days, the weeks, the months, the years, that I have spent doubting myself are just completely uncountable.

I have wasted so much time.

I have wasted so much time hating my life, myself, the way that everything is. and it's utterly exhausting. It has drained me.

Life is hard, yes. Life likes to make itself more complicated than it needs to be, yes. But, I don't want to spend my entire life dwelling on that. I don't want to spend my entire life feeling doubtful, hating who I am or whatever I end up doing.

I feel so very grateful that my passions have become my jobs. Honestly, I think my life would be, or at least feel, incredibly over if that were not the case.

And, I'll be honest, I've worked so hard to make it that way.

I've put a lot of time, hard work and money into my life, to allow me to create a pathway that I can enjoy.

I don't want to spend my time twiddling my thumbs, sat behind a desk, doing a job that I despise. I want to be out there, creating, thriving, singing to birds like something out of Disney princess movie. I want to make my life beautiful.

I want my life to be filled with happy moments, with funny moments, with experiences. I want to thrive in the work that I do, love the people that I surround myself with and just feel entirely at peace with myself.

I feel like I can't go wrong if I try to do that.

If I only allow the positive things in, or only try and see the positives in any situation, will I feel happy? Will I feel hopeful? Will I feel at ease? 

Sure, I'm not naive - I know that negativity is going to slip through the cracks occasionally (I mean, HELLO, have you met me?), but maybe if I focus on the happy things, the smiles and the passion, then maybe I can be content.

"Live in the present and make it beautiful."

If I keep on a path of creativity, of love, of learning how to deal with my mind and my feelings, maybe my life can be a breath of fresh air, rather than a weight on my shoulders.

That would be nice.

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